I really wish I had taken some Dramamine. I feel sick. I mean honestly sick. Sweaty, nauseous, jittery, etc. If this is how I feel the first day rumors start swirling I don't want to think how I will feel by Friday!
The initial rumors are saying that the cut-off will be October 19. Please God, don't let this be true! With an LID of October 18 that would mean we should be in....but....that's such a small batch. I know it wont happen but I'd love to think the CCAA could refer all of October.
Remember in school when they would pick teams for things? All the kids would be lined up and then the teacher would select two team captains. The team captains would then start calling out names and you'd stand there hoping you would be picked?? That's how I feel right now....only multiply that feeling by 1,000! Back in school even after I was picked I would always worry about the other kids still waiting. I feel like that now. Naturally, I will be beyond thrilled when we receive our referral but my heart will ache for all of those still waiting.
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